Today I am starving! All I want is subway and for a while that has been all I wanted. So today me and a few of my friends are going after school to eat subway so I’m so ready, and cannot wait till after school! I’m about to be so happy after I get this subway!!! I hope it is good and not nasty because if it is I am going to be very upset.

Lately I have been talking really fast so my tongue has been getting stuck so I’m messing up on some of my words more than normal. It’s not hurting me or anything though it’s its just making me have to slow down and actually think of what I am saying. It doesn’t bother me or anything like it doesn’t hurt my feelings I just have to think about it say it again but that’s okay.

One day I was just in my room laying down and my older sister walks in and says “ Raegan” I said “ what Katelyn ?” She said “ do you ever think of it your mom named you with both of your names starting with r she should of picked something different “ I said “ Katie it’s not like she knew I wouldn’t be able to say it. She just like the name she prolly didn’t think I wouldn’t be able to not say the sound r.” So like I think it’s kind of funny because she didn’t know I wouldn’t be able to say it.

No I really don’t keep me not being able to say my ‘ r’ sound a secret. I don’t just walk up to someone either though and introduce myself as “ hi my name is raegan and I can’t say the r sound “ just if they ask me I tell them. I don’t go out of my way to tell them though just if they catch it and ask I tell them about it.

Over the weekend, I had a volleyball tournament in cape. We was starving all day so we decided to go eat at Buffalo Wild Wings and actually get full. I have never been to Cape Buffalo Wild Wings so I didn’t know the waitresses, so I was with my friends. Well the only thing i really ordered was my drink and I wanted a Pepsi so that was easy to say. When it came to ordering food though I just got exactly what my friend Keylee got and she told the waitress for me “ she wants the same “ so I shouldn’t of even really have worried about it. Because I didn’t really have to say anything. I should really start working on getting less worried.

Me not being able to say the sound ‘r’ makes me who I am. Like sometimes I wonder how life would be if I could, how different would I be? Would I have the same friends ? Would I act the same? But then I remember this is my life, this is who I’m supposed to be. Life wouldn’t be normal if the girl named Raegan Riley could say the sound ‘ r’ correctly her whole life. This is my life, to me it’s normal. Some might think I need to fix it and stuff but then would I actually be myself? Everyone has flaws and this is just one of mine. There’s no point in trying to change who I am.

Usually on my blog all I talk about is me not being able to say the sound ‘r’. Today I’m going to tell you about my life at the moment. Today’s my first day actually in school since Monday. I tried to come Tuesday but I left in 1st hour because I was very sick, then I woke up in the middle of the night Wednesday getting sick so I didn’t even attempt to come to school. Today tho it’s good, I’m not really sick anymore and today’s a good day. So my life has been very tiring the past few days since all I did was sleep.